insatiable

 Today I saw on Pinterest a poem ; vampires kiss 

"Beware the kiss of the living dead 

it will leave you wanting 

Hunger delays once he's fed 

But soon restarts the hunting."

I saw it as the reality of 'toxic love' if I may put it that way. it will leave you hungry for more making you  forget it's dead and gone, you may have quenched they're hunger at the time but it's just in their nature to move on to the next clueless prey leaving you to tend to its after math alone, you toss turn wondering why you weren't enough ignoring how it could have killed you, but yet you crave the hurt and the few moments of pleasure none the less.

. ..and at times it tends to change you making you simply a fraction of what you once were, you begin to cause the same damage to those within your grasp...

you hope that someone takes that stake of love and pierces it through your heart killing the thirst and bringing you back to what you once were, but at times it remains nothing but hope to be renewed and nothing more and that's the bitter reality.

you begin to truly accept new self as others mindlessly envy your damaged personality never seeing the dark past behind it, they see you as a strong immortal with few weaknesses. 

The dark reality it that you are dead and attempt to feed off the life of others and not quite immortal as they see it, either way you indulge them and let them have their ideas of who you really are having the peace that at least you are satiable and filled of life in someone else's reality.